FUCK .

today was the worst day ever , everything has changed . thanks for everything , you just made everything 'better' . thanks oh so much.
FUCK. FUCK . FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK . FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK.FUCK.

with candles litted up

IM HAPPY :D
today went to kushinbo at suntec for japanese food :D to celebrate ate mother's day and my oldest brother's birthday in advance :D went there after church with my awesome grandparents (: the food was really AWESOME and we ate alot. then my grandma wanted a pic of my brothers and i , we or rather more of me kept laughing like crazy then in the end the pics not very nice. next time have to take again . (: but i really enjoyed myself :D haha. OMG , i love the show boys over flowers :D :D :D i love him->
:D doesn't he look awesome :D

Let me light up the sky (:

TODAY was ....
A BLAST ! :D with Adelia , Teh and van :D :D had so much fun . LOVEYOU GUYS TONS :D :D really hope that there will be more of this :D haha.
/its not you, its me. try to understand me.

Im getting tired of everything~ oh so tired

shoots. ): I think I totally screwed up today for Chinese oral D; I'm so scared that i'll fail D; I really hope I won't . I just realized I got a bad habit which is to stick out my tongue when I don't know the word or I said it wrongly ): then cause of that , Tay chye huat want to minus marks ); I already so unlucky to get him sia. Then still have to sit in the class for four hours plus ); screw it lah. I'm feeling super frustrated with you . You don't tell me anything or your feelings . I hate it. I go with her , can see you not very happy ,want to walk with you you show me all you want is to walk with her.know how I feel, no you don't and you also won't care.that's so you. I'm oh so tired that i've decided to just give up. I let god take charge and I'll just let nature take its cost. To jean , delia and ling , thanks for being there (: glad that I've got you . :D