paint the colours on the sky

dear you,
forgive me if i was lifeless and all.
SATURDAY: met jeanette and yiling then went to waterloo street for a flea market. we all bought two things :D i dont know why but i dont seem to be able to find my money ): its like im losing them one by one. after that, went to tampines mall then went for tuition :D i dont know why but every week , i say a word which makes them remember me for . D: got to watch my words :O then after that , i went to tampines one with my parents, second brother and my aunite :D then went for dinner at bedok then went to my ahmah house (:
SUNDAY: went to church with my parents and second brother :D then went to parkway until super late.
TODAY : OMGEE lah D: had NAPFA today. can die cans D: i feel like i am a failure ): did really bad to me. but tried my best, i think. i think im just cheating myself lah D: 2B ILUVU :D

hi (: today went out with Jeanette, Terese and Cheryl (L).
went to town area. didn't even buy anything , feel uneasy but ok. my throat hurts and i think i'm gna lose my voice. D: my back was like super pain and acheing ):
before all that , went to Blue Lobster at siglap to celebrate my grandfather's birthiday. HAPPY 76th BIRTHDAY KONGKONG ! ILOVEYOU (: the manager there was super funny lah. he kept joking with us. yesterday after talking to miss kheng, i think that i've gotten my answer already. thanks miss kheng (: thanks to those who were there through this tough part of my life. i thank God i got you all. (:
To vanessa:
thanks for writing what you wrote on your blog (:
i'll also be here for you (:

today school was very boring to me. i dont know why even if i laugh and smile, i dont feel happy then no mood. ): had stupid d&t but then shaveta sang a stupid song about this person and made me laugh. but i still dont feel happy or what. then in class my mind just went blank and i became super quiet. dont know why.
I'm
tired.
sad.
speechless.
confused.
troubled.
thanks to those who comforted me and lend me a listening ear.

hi(: today school was quite okay. after school, went to mac to eat with jeanette,terese and jocelyn. after that, we all went home. so i walked to the bus stop with jeanette and terese. today was a rather boring day. first training that i never go for since i quited. feeling really really weird and its like something is missing in my life. i really miss you all. now watching they kiss again :D so happy. but gna stop soon cause i got to do art. :D havn't had my dinner yet cause not hungry. i miss cheryl and adelia ~ ): love you both dearly , one my bestfr and the other my superduperuper good friend. to you both, JIAYOU for netball!