i dont know what im in for. i rly dont.

i wna travel the world and take nice pictures.
pictures that would touch people's heart.
pictures that could describe a thousand things.
pictures that would make you feel better when you're down.
pictures that would encourage you.
pictures that would let you realize how great God's creation is.
think about the beauty of the earth.

if only i could just say how i feel and not be scared about it.
i dont know what exactly is happening now.
isnt like things quite obvious that something has changed . i dont know whats gna happen next but i just hope things change for the better and not the worst. make an effort.change the world. i hope and pray.

:)))))) i.am.currently.feeling.happy.

when the going gets tough, the tough gets going.
sighz. so many things on my mind.
i've actually realized you've change.
omg omg omg impressions :(
I DONT WANT TO GO.
i think i know who knows how i feel :))

I WANT MORE CLIQUE OUTINGS. :) hee ~

i now know i need to control.
when you try and you know its not worth trying...

LOVE IT :)

Derive yourself from idealistic ache types.

SHIT. i keep tearing today :(

SHITYOU.

Today SUCKS.
Yesterday SUCKED.(before shopping)
The day before yesterday also SUCKED.
why does everything happen to me now?
:( cry me out.
no one understands.

just when disappointment fills you . You realize everything isn't the same anymore. You'll start to wonder what went wrong. It doesn't feel the same compared to when it first began.maybe one answer to all these is because people change.hello to the new you , good bye to the old you. Oh when oh when will this end.

i.am.feeling.so.blardy.shit.now.
wtfiswrongwithyou.i'mdamndisappointedwithyoulikeseriously.
youhavechanged.anditsfortheworst.youdon'tevencareorgiveafucking
damnnow.everytimeifeelyouwerenthappyorwasupsetorjustanything,
iwasalwaystheretocheeryouup.justbecausenowyouand.
forevertogetheri'mbeingleftout.maybethatwaswhatyou'vealwayswantedright
fromthebegining.youclaimediwasyourbestfr.dontlielahk.
bestfrsdon'ttreateachotherlikethatatleast.caresmorethanyoudo.
fuckshit.youreallyreallymakemefeelsofuckingblardydisappointedwithyou.
i'llreachapointwhereiwontcareatall.doyouthinkyou'regreatjustcuzyougot.?
myassahok.ifthatsallyouneed,ishouldhaverealiseditearlier.you'vechangedgoandbe withherforallicare.youdon'tevengiveafuckingdamnsowhyshouldi.golead yourlifeforeverundersomeoneelse'swings.ididntevendoanythingtoyou.musti alwaysgotoyoufirstnow?????i'vegotsomuchmoretosaybutiseriouslydontwna carryoncuzitssosuperWTFFFFF. SCREW YOU ASSHOLE.i'mnotgnacareanymore.
YOU"RE NOT THAT INNOCENT.wakeup.
MAKEMEHATEYOU.

DO YOU NEED A PUNCH IN YOUR FACE??????
wtf is the problem with you?
GOSHHHHHH. -.-

OMG.
i hate the ending of new moon .
edward says 'will you marry me?'
like excuse me, isn't she becoming a vampire too so she can be with him forever together?? LOL. i can't wait for eclipse !!!! :( should i read the book first? :/
i LUVLUVLUV EDWARD(robert pattinson)!!!!!! :DDDD

anywayz,
i had fun yesterday and today with cheryl and adelia- my most awesome friends :D
hope we can remain like that foreverrrr. photoshoot yesterday was GREAT :D

i love my red jansport ! :D finally.

.SHITZ YOU.

back to hi my sweetheart :D

OMGEEEEEE.
i am so damn tired.
my head is spinning.
my ulcer is killing.
cuz of this,
i keep sleeping.
DANG.
i wna watchhhhh.....
NEW MOON !!!!!
i wna go shopping!
i need fun right now.
hope next year doesn't come anytime soon.
cuz i dont want it to. :(

FUCK YOU.

Nothing is going right.
something known became so unknown.
its getting difficult.

Everything seemed so delusional. should forget or not.

I.HATE.YOU.
wtheck is you damn problem. you really have a lot of different sides. you both are the same. i hate you !!!! God. can you just stop acting. firstly i NEVER ever did anything to you. dont act like you know me that well or that you're that great. cuz seriously and frankly you're NOT. not even near there. i dont know what the heck is you problem. i've tried. you both are really really the same. you really make me want to slap you. not happy then just tell me loh. dont need to act so nice to me and then say bad things about me behind my back. dont think everyone likes you. stop acting. grow up. even though i dont really like you . i dont say bad things about you behind your back or even say anything bad about you. i even try to get along with you. i am so spechless with the way you treat people. STOP thinking you're that great. STOP IT. dont just think that eveyone has to please you. trust me. you're not that likeable. DANG IT.

SIGHHHZXZXXZXZX.
we don't meet up anymore.
we don't share things with each other anymore.
we don't even seem close anymore.
i don't talk to you anymore.
why does it seem to me that it is the three of you and three of us?
what's becoming of us?
i don't know.
.........
i hope everything will change. everything will seem right.
:(

YAYYYY :D finished watching hi my sweetheart. can't wait for episode 4 to come out :)))) sigh. today woke up at 1.45pm. andddd im sick :(( hate the feeling. :((((((((