FUCK YOU.

Nothing is going right.
something known became so unknown.
its getting difficult.

Everything seemed so delusional. should forget or not.

I.HATE.YOU.
wtheck is you damn problem. you really have a lot of different sides. you both are the same. i hate you !!!! God. can you just stop acting. firstly i NEVER ever did anything to you. dont act like you know me that well or that you're that great. cuz seriously and frankly you're NOT. not even near there. i dont know what the heck is you problem. i've tried. you both are really really the same. you really make me want to slap you. not happy then just tell me loh. dont need to act so nice to me and then say bad things about me behind my back. dont think everyone likes you. stop acting. grow up. even though i dont really like you . i dont say bad things about you behind your back or even say anything bad about you. i even try to get along with you. i am so spechless with the way you treat people. STOP thinking you're that great. STOP IT. dont just think that eveyone has to please you. trust me. you're not that likeable. DANG IT.

SIGHHHZXZXXZXZX.
we don't meet up anymore.
we don't share things with each other anymore.
we don't even seem close anymore.
i don't talk to you anymore.
why does it seem to me that it is the three of you and three of us?
what's becoming of us?
i don't know.
.........
i hope everything will change. everything will seem right.
:(

YAYYYY :D finished watching hi my sweetheart. can't wait for episode 4 to come out :)))) sigh. today woke up at 1.45pm. andddd im sick :(( hate the feeling. :((((((((

today sucks. its not a good day. not at all.
last night got scolded by my father just for talking on the phone just cause my oldest brother just pissed him off. so here he comes and vents his anger on me. now i just dropped and broke my cup on the floor just cuz i needed to answer some weird phone call.. >:( sigh. even the sky looks so dark. :(((((((((

IM GNA WATCH HAI PAI TIAN XIN ! :D (HI MY SWEETHEART) :)))))

TODAY. the rain pours while i sit here and post. talking to LAI YI LING. telling her my everything. but sadly, she's leaving me for her training :( .....
i woke up at 11.50 am :) watched HI-5! really very bored now.
:(((((( sigh.

Today went to church :)
im now drinking bacardi breezer -peach :)
i am very very bored right now. talking to adelia lim :) TEEHEE.
ADELIA ! I LOVE YOU DEARIEEEE ! :)

my second brother's home :D not alone already :) can't wait to go out later :) trying to kill time with jeanette now :) the sky's becoming dark. the clouds are dark. and in no time its gna pour . i'm really bored, but i know im so gna have fun later ! YAY :D i wna go out more more more :) today i spent my time watching music videos on youtube with jeanette :) im trying to make it a habbit to pray everyday when i wake up. and must always tell myself that if God is for me , no one can be against me :) really love this sentence. it reminds me that God is always there for me and he knows my future and that he overlooks everything for me. i must have faith and pray and never stop believing for when there's a will there's a way :)
i must thank God for all the awesome friends i have. :) esp my clique-cheryl,adelia,jean,yiling,teh. and my bestfr gaius :) i dont know why but recently, i start to think about what im doing with my life. and when i need someone to talk to , they're always there. and because i have them , im happy :) i love God and you all :) i'll be here for you just like how you've been there for me. LUVZXZ. ^^V hope you all see this :) must leave comment ok :)

DELUSIONAL.

talking to my dear jeanette now :))
to you nets:
thank you for everything. :) always there for me. must be happy always okay? anything i'll be here for you, so will the clique :D
looking forward to more fun times with you okay :D we're two bored people at home who bored until cannot bored already . haha :D i luv you to the MAXXXX.! thanks for trusting me and letting me trust you :) i love you and the clique alot. ^^V
*two thumbs up * 8D

why do i have nothing to post.
why is nothing running through my head.
why am i feeling the way i am right now.
why do i miss school when i couldn't wait for it to end.
k. i need to snap out of this.

GOING OUT WITH CLIQUE :D
but .
adelia and yiling can't come :(
sad.
hope we'll still have fun .
will miss you both ! :)