our hands stuck in caramel corn goo when cool things happen, i think of you (:

TODAYYYY was , oh so boring. had a lot of talks and then watch a movie 'after school'.
i think i've got to buck up in my studies cause i didn't do well at all this term . disappointed in myself ): but mrs sui says it isn't too late. so JIAYOU DEBORAH :D i wna do really really well and try to get into through train or go to express. :D

FUCK .

today was the worst day ever , everything has changed . thanks for everything , you just made everything 'better' . thanks oh so much.
FUCK. FUCK . FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK . FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK.FUCK.

with candles litted up

IM HAPPY :D
today went to kushinbo at suntec for japanese food :D to celebrate ate mother's day and my oldest brother's birthday in advance :D went there after church with my awesome grandparents (: the food was really AWESOME and we ate alot. then my grandma wanted a pic of my brothers and i , we or rather more of me kept laughing like crazy then in the end the pics not very nice. next time have to take again . (: but i really enjoyed myself :D haha. OMG , i love the show boys over flowers :D :D :D i love him->
:D doesn't he look awesome :D

Let me light up the sky (:

TODAY was ....
A BLAST ! :D with Adelia , Teh and van :D :D had so much fun . LOVEYOU GUYS TONS :D :D really hope that there will be more of this :D haha.
/its not you, its me. try to understand me.

Im getting tired of everything~ oh so tired

shoots. ): I think I totally screwed up today for Chinese oral D; I'm so scared that i'll fail D; I really hope I won't . I just realized I got a bad habit which is to stick out my tongue when I don't know the word or I said it wrongly ): then cause of that , Tay chye huat want to minus marks ); I already so unlucky to get him sia. Then still have to sit in the class for four hours plus ); screw it lah. I'm feeling super frustrated with you . You don't tell me anything or your feelings . I hate it. I go with her , can see you not very happy ,want to walk with you you show me all you want is to walk with her.know how I feel, no you don't and you also won't care.that's so you. I'm oh so tired that i've decided to just give up. I let god take charge and I'll just let nature take its cost. To jean , delia and ling , thanks for being there (: glad that I've got you . :D

Would you paint the sky for me (:

DEBORAH IS SO HAPPY :D
Ah , finally mid year's over :D tomorrow's just oral :D I'm super scared. hope that I'll get a nice teacher :D today math paper one , i think i screwed up ):

GAH D;

YAY ! last paper tomorrow. (: its math paper 1! hope that I'll do well. today had literature. it was quite okay :D though i didn't study much for it. (: so happy my team got into the finals for sports day. :D but we're on lane 6. and that's bad. i dont like those lanes at the end. ): omg lah , my class tee is only $7.50. that's like super cheap. O: i hope that it will turn out very nice :D most prob going to get it next week if all goes well. (: can't wait , hope the class will like it ! i put in a lot of effort.
yesterday.
was FUN :D !! went to the airport to study-we really did (: with cheryl and adelia :D had fun , tons of fun. I-LOVE-YOU-BOTH !
SAT.
went to Malaysia early in the morning :D t visit an orphanage :D -Grace Mannar.woke it really early in the morning. slept the whole time there. it took about around 4 hours to get there. went with daddy and mummy and mun's friends. after being there , it made me realize how blessed i am with what i already have. (: im glad that i have such awesome parents and brothers. (: i thank God for all that i have. got home at like 12.30am. :D great experience. (:

YAY ! Mrs khoh finally accepted my class tee design :D :Dand she thought it was nice and could see my effort. thank God :D but i admit that the previous time i didn't put in any effort at all. haha. she that time asked for abstract now i show her then say too abstract. /: but its nice :D :D glad that cheryl, van, teh and sam they all thought it was nice. hope that the class will like it cause i really put in a lot of effort :D
Had geog exam today . it was like OMG.
quite hard, almost to very hard. i was stuck at a question for like 30 min. AH ):
but in the end , i scribbled rubbish and finished everything . D: I WANT TO PASS WITH FLYING FLYING FLYING COLOURS ! tomorrow there's science :O and my target with mrchia is A1. God help me !

/Lord you pick me up when i fall.

OMG.
i think i flunk my Chinese exam today. ): I'm super scared , i don't wna fail. D: D:
it was like super super hard. can die. ): tomorrow there's geography. God bless me lah , please let me do well ): trying to finish drawing class tee :D
to/you're letting me start doubting.

/God give me strength.